Hello & goodbye

We arrived safely in Pucallpa this morning after a very short night in Lima. As a funny aside, we had pizza at Pizza Hut for dinner!!! Anyway, we arose at 4 am to catch our flight but I was so excited that the lack of sleep for once didn't bother me!!

It is HOT here....feels much warmer than the 100 degree days in Madison. We are resting up & hydrating for our week. Orientation is at 4 & we will also have a walking tour of this beautiful city later.

Saying hello to new friends & this new culture found Margo & me also having to say goodbye; Grandma Peg died this morning at 9:17 after struggling for so long. She is finally at peace. We will all miss her, but look forward to our heavenly reunion.

Life is short. Her death reminds me of that. I'm thankful that God has provided this opportunity to share His love & to learn to rely soley on Him for all of our needs

The Life of a College Girl

     Well, today I worked for 10 hours, had a 3 hours class and then drove 2 hours to get home so I can hop on the bus at 4:00am to get to Chicago so we can get on our plane and go to PERU! Needless to say, it has been a very busy and stressful day for me, and an even more stressful week. I started school and now have to miss a week for the trip, (so it's going to be challenging to stay caught up being in Peru) both my grandmothers are in the hospital, and I just found out a few days ago that my boyfriends best friend was diagnosed with cancer. Through all this I've been packing and getting ready for the trip. But with all this going on I just kept asking God why this trip seemed to be at the absolute worst time possible. Couldn't there be an easier time to go where life is at least a little less stressful?
 
      But maybe, just maybe, this is the best possible time to go. I know that He has a plan and purpose for me being down there at this time. Even if the timing seems so horrible to me, it really isn't because I know God's got this, and theres a reason I'm going and going during this time. Through this trip so far He's really taught me to trust in Him and He helps me work things out, so I can't even imagine what's in store for when we actually get there!

      Even through all the stress I am beyond excited to be going! Going on a missions trip is something that I have wanted to do for quite a few years now, so I am very thankful that I have to opportunity, and going with my mom and a group full of fun and wonderful people makes it even more exciting.

     I figured writing this would pass at least a little bit of time while I wait for 4:00 to roll around. I feel like it would be  pointless to fall asleep now, so I plan on sleeping on the bus and then on the plane I get to do something really exciting... HOMEWORK! WOOHOO!

-Margo

Maiden Blog!

Well, this is the beginning of what may shape up to be a week of many firsts for me. This will be my first time to Peru, my first time south of the Equator, and most pertinent at this very moment – my first time blogging. So, at the risk of completely doing this wrong and allowing the rest of the world to see how out of touch I truly am, here goes.

It is coming up on T minus 4 hours until we depart Madison. Wrapping up things at work and going over my packing list for the sixth and seventh times has left me exhausted, but too nervous and excited to get much sleep accomplished. I find myself coming back to the same nagging question…what am I going to do in Peru?

I have thought about this over and over during the past several months. I look around the room at our team meetings and I can envision how God will use the people around me to accomplish His goals. And somehow I come back to myself and am still left wondering. The annoying mantra returns – what can I do, what can I do? I have spent far too much energy comparing myself to the spiritual leaders I have known in my life, or study in the Bible, and of course find myself lacking.

And then it hits me, like it has an embarrassing number of times before – it’s not about me. Now, I resent this on principle (I’m quite sure that every ounce of me is shocked and disgusted at the mere suggestion – how can it not be about me? Especially when I am so good at making myself the focus?). But regardless, the truth of the matter is, that it is in fact not about me. There is nothing really that I could plan that would come close at all to what God could envision. So rather than striving and straining in vain to develop some woefully inadequate plan for what I will do, I will crazily step aside and let the Creator of the universe do His work. I will show up, willing to be used, willing to learn- albeit apparently not naturally insightful- and willing to open myself up to a bigger picture. And as earnestly as I believe at this moment, in my comfortable home while sleep eludes me, that I am completely willing to accept that I do not have God’s vision or wisdom and yet will trust Him anyway, I actually do know that I will likely have to learn and re-learn this again and again even in the next week. I guess in a way it really is a miracle that God can use broken humans like us, like me, to do anything good. Thank God He is patient!

So thank you to those of you who will pray for me, I think I will need it!

Hasta luego,

Emily

Peru Eve

It is the eve of my 7th departure for mission in Peru and I am preparing to leave. The preparation this time is much different than any other year, this time I am leaving my husband and two children behind. This is a first for me. I have never gone to Peru without Ben and I have not been since we had our 2 daughters in 2007 and 2008.

Florida Keys, June 2012

It all started with something our pastor Chris Dolson said during a sermon in 2001, "Everyone should go on a short-term mission trip." It was settled, I was going to go on a mission trip. Pastor Chris has no idea how many lives have been changed by those 8 words!

The first trip that worked in my schedule was a trip to an Amazon village in Peru with Food for the Hungry (www.fh.org) and our church, Blackhawk (www.blackhawkchurch.org). Ben couldn't imagine telling my father that I went to the Amazon jungle alone so he signed up too! What followed was several years of leading people from our church to this same community, La Merced, and now to two new communities, Todos Unidos and Monte Rico.

Pucallpa, Peru - Monte Rico and Todos Unidos are on the outskirts of Pucallpa

An oxbow lake in Pucallpa (Ucayali River)

So many wonderful things have happened in my life and the lives of the various team members over the years. The ripple effect of these trips will never be understood on this side of eternity. Our worldview has been drastically changed and that is why I continue to lead teams to Peru. What an honor and privilege it is to reflect God's love and grace to our team and to the families in Peru. 

VBS in La Merced - 2010 

Ben and I with our sponsored child, Richard, and his family - 2010 

2010 team in front of the church in La Merced 

Me visiting Monte Rico during our 2010 trip

As our partnership with La Merced came to a close in 2010, I wondered if we had done any good at all. During our team debrief with the Peru country director, I was fighting tears because I felt so conflicted about our work there. The verse "my ways are higher than your ways" came to mind. I grabbed my Bible found these verses in Isaiah 55. This chapter reminds us that God's word does not return to Him empty. He has a way of working in our world that we cannot understand.

Isaiah 55:8-11
“For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
    neither are your ways my ways,”declares the Lord.⁹ “As the heavens are higher than the earth,
    so are my ways higher than your ways    and my thoughts than your thoughts.As the rain and the snow
    come down from heaven,and do not return to it
    without watering the earthand making it bud and flourish,
    so that it yields seed for the sower and bread for the eater,
so is my word that goes out from my mouth:
    It will not return to me empty,but will accomplish what I desire
    and achieve the purpose for which I sent it.

I start this new partnership in Monte Rico and Todos Unidos with these verses from Isaiah 55 ruminating in my mind. We will continue to reflect God's love and mercy knowing that we may never understand exactly what He is doing but trusting in Him anyway! Viva Peru! - Sara Zimmerman

A mission trip to Peru??????

If someone had told me three years ago that in the near future I would be going on a mission trip to Peru with Blackhawk church I would’ve laughed and rolled my eyes.  At that point my life was a mess.  I had just gone through a divorce and was suffering through a myriad of personal and financial challenges. 

I was continually searching for hope and relief from the emotional emptiness and pain I was feeling.    I had arrived at a point where I didn’t like myself anymore and I was so disappointed with the life I led and continued to lead.  My life at that point was a story of one bad decision after another fueled by my selfishness. 

A good friend was aware of my struggles and suggested I look into attending a DivorceCare class that was being offered at Blackhawk church.   I wasn’t excited about attending a class at a church.  I had not been to church in over 20 years and I considered myself a “nonbeliever”.  This is when God started to work through me, even though I didn’t realize it at the time. 

A couple of weeks into the DivorceCare class, I was already starting to feel much better about myself and my life. I finally had hope and a fellowship that supported me.  I started attending services around that same time, and I was blown away (in a good way) by the people and services at Blackhawk. 

 I had attended church when I was much younger, however I never felt a connection to God.  I went to Sunday school and Sunday services, and was even confirmed, however I never fully grasped the story of God provided to us in the Bible. I also didn't see or understand how it related to me and my life at that time.  At Blackhawk I heard the story of the Gospel in a way that really made sense to me and it changed my life.

God led me to Blackhawk Church, and rescued me.   I am now happy and proud to call myself a Christ follower.   He has shown his grace to me and I am so thankful.  One of the happiest days in my life came in April of this year when I was baptized and accepted Christ as my lord and savior. 

My journey has sometimes been a painful and unhappy one, however today I am grateful for all the blessings He has given me; including the opportunity to participate in this mission trip to Peru. 

2 Corinthians 5:17

 ¹⁷ Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, that person is a new creation. The old has gone, the new is here!

Scott Lovelace

Not long now....

The count down is on as we have only 11 days until take off. :)

The team bonded well last night at our "packing/meeting".  The excitement was building as we joked, laughed, packed materials, prayed, ate and got down to business.  Since this is my 5th Peru mission trip, through Blackhawk, I enjoy seeing the enthusiasm pour out of those that are experiencing this mission for the first time.  Can we totally prepare them for the mission?  No, there is so much to learn and God will reveal something different to each of us.  We will be taken out of our comfort zone and will need to place our trust in the Lord.  Yes!!

So what is our purpose in going on this mission?  This year we are working with three new communities, Todos Unidos, Monte Rico, and Maximo Castro.  We will be conducting biblical workshops on "Good parenting", "Taking Care of My Body - My Body is a Gift from God", and Treating Others the Way we Want to be Treated".  We will also spend time painting the community center (I like to paint), teaching crafts, playing games, singing, and putting on a drama.

One may wonder how our teaching is reinforced once we leave Peru.  Food for the hungry (FH) has staff placed in the communities year round.  We are actually reinforcing their teaching.  FH has committed 10 years in helping these communities thrive.  They're in the early years of their commitment.

We will be leaving really, really early (4am) on September 7th.  Please pray for the team, the families left behind, good health, and our eyes and hearts to be opened to the work God will be doing within each of us.

Thank you for supporting BH Peru Team 2012.  You are part of our team.

Jeanette

This is real!!

I can't sleep tonight.  I'm not sure why, but I am wide awake at 2:30 am. 

Of course, being wide awake and the only one up gives one time to think and all night I have been thinking about Peru and the fact that we will be leaving in just 16 days!  What seemed so far off is now so close.

I don't feel ready.  I question if I am really the RIGHT person to be going to this foreign place and telling these wonderful people whom I have never met and with whom I have no shared cultural identity, well, anything.  I'm just this middle-aged mom and wife from middle America who doesn't speak a word of Spanish and only ventured out of the US at 41 to pick up my youngest daughter in Africa.  Hardly mission worthy.

Sharing this trip with my daughter is going to be wonderful.  I am so excited to see how God uses her, and also how He changes and grows her through this.  Margo has always had this soft heart; she loves people and wants to serve and help and nurture.  And I know that He is also going to do something with our relationship as she moves on into her own life and my "mom" role changes from what it was as she was growing up to what it is now that she is a grown woman .  I know that we will have a whole new connection after this experience.

For whatever reason, He lead me to this trip and has placed me in this time for His purpose.  I don't know what it is yet, but I'm about to find out....for real!